this is the last ever post about sam.
time to forget about him and the memories so il write them down so
i can delete them from my mind.
- the first time we kissed and you held my hand home
- our sober kisses
-when you missed the bus and had to stay at mine and leave at 5 in t he morn before my dad got home
- how you wouldnt let me get a taxi on my own and made your mam get out of bed to give me a lift
- how you grabbed my hand tighter when we walked past that dodgy guy
- going to pizza express with a tesco voucher cause we were cheap skates
- watching x men cause i couldnt pass for a 15 even though im 17
- joes house party, you lay with me allnight
- mini protest in HMV cause you were taking forever
- waterstones confessing our love for photography
- making fahjtas
- playing guitar and 'watching movies'
- drunken phone calls
- millions of texts
- going to yours and walking lucky
i just generally miss you. theres too many to write i love you.
but
time to let go and make memorys with my current boyfriend i just want you to know il allways love you no matter what, you were my first love and il never forget that.